I say I will update, I say this sensation is overwhelming, yet nobody has seen anything that I have done.

Barely any of you have seen me. I miss you guys I really do.

I had a sort of an epiphany since I have been working nighshift. I feel like the guy from Cash Back(Watch that movie), where I notice a beauty in things again.

I will work 10pm-6am for a couple more days. I will clean the toilets, I will mop these floors, serve some of the late night intoxicated, and stock these coolers.

I will laugh at the things people leave in the bathroom from a pair of shoes or pubic hair on the ca-mode. Follow the swishing, and the swirls of the water from the mop (Paint a penis with the water before erasing it away.) Follow the swagger and notes people say as the fumble with their card to buy their Heineken, condoms, and snickers bar.

Life isn't so bad when you start cleaning out a room that piled some much crap on it you couldn't handle yourself.